My Personal Parasite

1–2 minutes

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I feel you on my back
latched on, black as a button, infecting me
with your disease.
I scratch at you as you bloat on my blood.
My resistance becomes half-hearted
as your venomous saliva seeps into my body.
No matter what I do, you stay,
still poisoning me as you become my
sole companion in this world.
Only feeling desired by you, I succumb.
Who else is going to put up with my
rancid blood as long as you have?
I weaken, feeling your growing
mass on my back.
It is only when with tweezers your wretched fangs are surreptitiously extracted from my body, I then realize
the damage you did.
I’m lifeless, a skeleton wearing an
outfit of skin and an automaton’s engraved
smile.
I stare at you on the floor.
You gluttonous mass, unable to move,
trapped on your back with your countless
legs flailing.
I hear your acidic pleas, your cries for help
like the venom you secrete.
Tears invade my eyes as I imagine a future
without you.
As I hear you screech that no one will
ever love me like you have.
I consider it, wanting
companionship so viscerally that
I see myself taking you in my hands and plunging your fangs into my skin.
Even if to be loved for only as much blood as I have left in me.
But, here I stand.
Watching you writhe and shriek on the
ground before someone’s sandal comes down
on you.
It takes a few blows
for that charming exterior to crack,
and when it does,
everything you took from me oozes out.
My once crimson blood now oil-thick and
black.
You’re silent
And all others have left,
left me to mourn your scattered
parts, connected only by the inching pool
of stolen blood.

This was the piece that got me into writing. ‘My Personal Parasite’ was written when I was 16, winning me a Silver Key in the Regional Scholastic Literature and Poetry Awards. I hope you enjoy it despite its dark nature.

One response to “My Personal Parasite”

  1. Hi Everyone! I have lost access to some of my writings due to traveling for Spring Recess. I hope to bring you more content soon!

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